Come on, skinny love

February 26, 2011

Well then, how well have we done today? Let’s review:

– I did all my exercises, except for running because that hasn’t been finalised

– I missed breakfast because I woke up late

– I ate an apple for lunch (65)

– I drank about 1L of water, which is half of what I’m supposed to

– I missed dinner because it was after 7pm

– I ate three pieces of mint sugar-free gum

Total calories consumed: 65 calories

All in all, today was good! I’m glad. Let’s hope tommorow’s just as good…


The first hurdle

February 26, 2011

Yesterday wasn’t good. At all. In fact, it was horrible–I ate like a fattie. Heck, I am a fattie. Anyway, that’s in the past. Today is a new day, and so far I’ve been good. I didn’t have breakfast because I woke up late, and as I type this I’m eating my lunch… an apple. It’s been cut up into small pieces and I’m sipping water between each piece. I’ve also done 50 jumping jacks, so I can cross that off my list of exercises for today.

I want to start going running on weekend mornings, but I don’t know how successful that will be. My mother probably won’t support the idea, and I’ll probably be too lazy and wake up late or something. I don’t know, things like this never work out for me. I really want to though, so I’m going to try.

I can’t wait to be thin! Seriously, I’m SO excited. I’ve been browsing clothes websites–Topshop and Urban Outfitters mainly–and looking at all the cute clothes I’m going to buy when I’m skinny.


I can’t wait to actually look good in what I’m wearing! Cannot wait.  I’m going to go on a HUGE shopping spree in Summer 2011, change my look for when I start college. Cut my hair. Wear black boots with flowery dresses and knee-high socks. And baggy jumpers that make me look oh so tiny.

I have to start saving up my money if I want to be able to afford all of this. Right now I have £43.10, next week I should have £50. Eek, I need a job!

Btw, I’ve eaten the apple. That’s 61 calories so far today, and it’s already 5:13pm now. Cool.


February 24, 2011

I’m going to go prepare that carrot.

Wash it, skin it, then chop it up and have it raw. Yumm.

That means my calorie intake for today is 65 (apple) + 34 (carrot) = 99 calories. Oooh… under 100 calories, I like that.

Bloated like a bitch

February 24, 2011

I don’t feel like eating dinner yet, because my stomach’s the size of a freaking balloon even though I’ve only eaten 65 calories today! And it’s not like I’ve had that much water either so… I don’t know. I just don’t feel like eating that carrot. I have to eat it before 7pm though, or I’m not eating it at all. NO FOOD AFTER SEVEN. That’s one of my rules. I think I might make a page with rules later.

I’ve been at home all day–this is the fourth day in a row. I was meant to go to the cinema, but I cancelled last minute because I knew they’d be lots of (fatty and sugary) food involved, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to say no. So I’ve been at home alone. I can’t tell you how tempted I was to just go to the kitchen and binge and purge. My mum bought so much crappy junk food and snacks, I just want to stuff it all in my mouth.

Before I go to bed tonight, I’m going to make sure I do at least 50 sit ups and 50 squats. I need to start exercising at home too, and stop relying on the fitness suite at school.

The rule page should be up by the end of the night.

I can be perfect too

February 24, 2011

Crash diets are for idiots

February 24, 2011

…Or for those that are extremely desperate, which I am. I’m starting a new diet. I came across it on the internet, and I just thought I’d give it a go. It’s called the Russian Gymnast Diet, and here it is:

  • Breakfast – glass of either orange or a slice of calorie-reduced bread or a cup of black coffee
  • Lunch – fruit Salad (made off kiwi fruit, orange, pineapple, and peeled apples) or a medium apple
  • Dinner – eight baby carrots or a green apple

I know it’s crazy and unhealthy and I know the risks blah blah blah, but, like I said, I’m desperate. Apparently some people have lost 15lbs in a week from it. I’m not expecting to lose that much–possibly about 3lbs maybe–but that’s not stopping me.

Today is the first day, and I missed breakfast because I woke up late, but so far I’ve had lunch which was the medium apple (65 calories). Later this evening, around 6.30pm, I’ll have dinner. Since I’ve already had an apple today (a green one, actually) I’m going to go for the baby carrots. I don’t think we have baby carrots, so I’ll just have a big one cut up into pieces. I’m going to aim to drink at least 2 litres of water too.

Today’s weight is 135.4lbs, yuck. Hopefully by Saturday, I’ll be down to 133lbs, maybe. Or less.

First post. Hello.

I will write a nice long post later, right now I have things to attend to.